This is a serious post, probably the most important ive ever posted.

Ok, peanutbutter and jelly sandwiched makes me really sad. Like whenever I see one, my eyes fill up with tears, and I want to break down and cry.

This all started like 4 days ago... I saw my mom eating a pb&j, it took me back in time, I remembered when I was little, and we were...Kinda poor. I started thinking about all the things shes done for me my whole life. And I just started crying. I would remember, she would take me to the thrift store and with her last dollar, buy me a pair of ruffle panties.

I feel like a horrible person, and it makes me hate myself that theres nothing I can ever do or say to thank her for everything. I think of myself as an ungreatfull little biitch for not being able to express my feelings to her. Although I really appreciate her, she will never know.

I was watching my u/s tape last night...And when I seen malibu moving around, I started bawling...
Because now I know why moms love there babies so much.

I love you mom!!