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SamiNSunisMa
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 27 Nov 2004 Posts: 1528
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In Memory Of...
Posted: 01-14-05 14:09pm
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Leora and edward mellem
leora 5/2/60-1/15/90
edward 8/18/58-1/15/90
in memory of my parents im trying to make
them proud, by entering myself in drug
treatment, right now I am struggling, its
been not even 2 wks and im using after
having a child. For those who dont know
ive been using again: meth, coke and pot.
This puts my children in a hard spot. I
have decided to get treatment, tomorrow
(the anniversary) I meet with
fairview-riverside staff to decide whether
I should be in or out patient.
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lil_blaze2004
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Posted: 01-14-05 14:16pm
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Hil what happened to your parents???
Were u using while preggo???
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SamiNSunisMa
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 27 Nov 2004 Posts: 1528
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Posted: 01-14-05 14:19pm
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| lil_blaze2004
wrote: | | hil what happened to your
parents??? Were u using while
preggo??? |
my parents died when I was 3.5 they were
stabbed, the killer was never found.
I used a bit in the beginning when I wasnt
sure I was, but not during, its pretty
dumb how I didnt use during that time but
as soon as she's out it was "ok" to use
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lilmama2b_oct04
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Mar 2004 Posts: 1970 Location: Wisconsin
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Posted: 01-14-05 14:19pm
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Hilary, im glad that you are willing to go
through that for your children... But it
will be hard. I wish you all the luck!
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lil_blaze2004
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Posted: 01-14-05 14:28pm
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| saminsunisma
wrote: | | lil_blaze2004
wrote: | | hil what happened to your
parents??? Were u using while
preggo??? |
my parents died when I was 3.5 they were
stabbed, the killer was never found.
I used a bit in the beginning when I wasnt
sure I was, but not during, its pretty
dumb how I didnt use during that time but
as soon as she's out it was "ok" to
use |
well good luck. I stopped coke cold
turkey almost 8 years ago and smoking
trees..Well I stopped 2 days after finding
out I was preggo. (that's been hard)
used to be a big ex and speed user and
stopped about 4 years ago after having
complications to my health. I don't
really find smoking weed a horrible thing
(while pregnant I wouldn't do it but
after/before..) i'm actually legally
allowed to smoke pot. I have a doc's
note--lol all depends on the person
though. I know some people that smoke
and they are burnoutsssss and I know
others like me who smoked everyday and did
well in school and work and it's not a
huge deal. But I think it would be best
if you stopped everything!
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LeXiee
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 08 Nov 2004 Posts: 313 Location: Quebec
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Posted: 01-14-05 14:49pm
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Lil_blaze... Why do you have a
prescription for it? Don't they only
give those out when you're sick?
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Tazzy D
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Joined: 30 Oct 2004 Posts: 3718 Location: , va
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lil_blaze2004
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Posted: 01-14-05 15:30pm
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| lexiee
wrote: | | lil_blaze... Why do you
have a prescription for it? Don't they
only give those out when you're
sick? |
or when you have anxiety attacks... My
doc is a bit of a wacko. That's why he's
not really my doc anymore.. Lol
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BaByMaMa2005
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 03 Jan 2005 Posts: 433 Location: Houston, TX
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Posted: 01-14-05 16:43pm
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I really hopr everythign works out for
you. I know how hard it is, at the tender
age of 16 I have od'ed 3 times and I have
had alchohol poisoning where I was in the
hospital numerous times. I am very
worried about using again after the baby
is born. But remember your little one is
in the hospital and soon she will be home,
dont loose hope and if you ever need to
talk I am always here. Infact all of the
woman on this forum are here for you, we
all care!!!!
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1stTimeMom2Be
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 06 Dec 2004 Posts: 466 Location: milwaukee, wi
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Posted: 01-14-05 18:55pm
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Good luck hilary....I hope u go through
witht his....U deserve it and so do ur
children....U take care hun and be
careful...Ur kids need you sweetie...
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ftmommy201
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Jul 2004 Posts: 178
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Posted: 01-14-05 19:34pm
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Congrat's on you getting treatment!! Im
sure that is a big step for you and a hard
one at that! I wish you so much luck with
the day's ahead! Keep your head up hun.
We are all here for support when you need
it!
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rachrach
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 30 Oct 2004 Posts: 413 Location: Hawaii
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Posted: 01-14-05 22:32pm
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I'm really sorry to hear about your
parents..
Good luck with your treatment and I wish
you all the best!
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l2at24
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 06 Nov 2004 Posts: 1509
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Posted: 01-15-05 10:11am
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Hey hilary. I'm so sorry about your
parents. I know your parents are proud
of you for getting help. I know it's
hard, but you will do it. Your babies
will be great motivation. Just think of
them 5 or 10 years from now and think
about what kind of life you want for them.
The time will go by so fast and we need
to change now for them. And teach them
how to be healthy. I'm in a similar
situation. I don't want my girls to
struggle with their weight so i'm changing
now and I will teach them good habits. I
will pray for you, please pray for me.
Take care.
Lana
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PattyV
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 May 2004 Posts: 1103 Location: Chicago area
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Posted: 01-15-05 12:56pm
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Best to you and I hope you get the help
you need.Your little ones need you to be
clean and sober.Good for you on taking the
steps to get clean.God bless!
Patty
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