So suppose you starve and do the usual bad stuff to lose weight but ur weight is holding steady in the 120s? At 5'4, that is a normal weight. For some reason it now takes me months even to lose 2 lbs or so (maybe b/c i've lost over 90 already) despite everything that I do.

Okay, I feel like crap, but i'm not underweight and i'm not going to get that way. So what's wrong with what i'm doing? I totally don't agree with my shrink telling me to go to a hospital if I can't get it under control. Whatever...They'd throw me right out of there at my weight.

And what's up w/ 1/2 the people I work with saying I will blow away if I lose more weight and the other 1/2 telling me I look good, and then family members telling me I look weak and sick and too thin. At 128 lbs?? I don't think so!! And none of these people know what I do to lose weight.

I see the end justifying the means in this case. I need to lose this blubber that's making me so unhappy. I really don't have a choice anyway. Nothing will happen to me at my weight, especially since the weight loss has slowed down so much, so anyone who shows concern for me is very uneducated in my opinion.