For some reason I always feel worried when I have sex. Even though I always use protection, and I know there is no way my partner could be pregnant. I feel that something was wrong, and I am so worried until she starts her cycle. Why do I think this?
This time though (again I know nothing went wrong) she is 5 days late now, and for some reason I am so worried. I am having trouble sleeping, and I am already trying to thgink of what to say if its true. I want to stop thinking like this it is interfering with my life, I couldnt stop thinking about it today. I want to stop thinking about it!!! Why do I think the worse possible out of the cituation.
This is not all, sometimes I have a hard time talking to new people. I think it is because I know that people talk about other people. I dont want to walk up to someone and say hi and start talking because I dont want to be rejected. I know how people can be.
I also feel that people are always talking about me, even those who I dont even know. I think I am different (which I want to be, but I also want to be accepted). I think I sound weird, and I dont like a whole lot about my self (except that I think I am a nice guy).
I feel that whatever is wrong, has recently gotten worse. Could someone give me some info! Thanx