I Need Help Keeping And Hiding My Eating Disorder Posted: 01-06-05 15:32pm
If anyone knows of websites that are
dedicated to helping me hide and defend my
eating disorder, I really need to know.
My family is freaking out and they're all
against me staying beautiful. I need
help.
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tete
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 04 Jan 2005 Posts: 12
Posted: 01-07-05 15:04pm
Please please please please please please
please please please please please please
please please please please please please
please please
please don't continue doing that to your
body!
My best friend I knew her all my life and
she died with anna,by the end she was just
a pile of bones with skin and she
destroyed her life and killed herself
slowly with that horible disease...
Please I beg you talk to someone about it
and try to heal yourself. Your family
must luv u if they are scared, they don't
want you to go away...
You know it's a disorder, it's not the
best way to be healthy!
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and
you won't look very beautiful if you
die...
I'm so sorry for being rude, but belive me
I really wish you all the best.
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Super_K
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 13 Jan 2005 Posts: 42
Posted: 01-17-05 00:46am
Im with them please eat dont hide it get
help......Eat eat eat eat eat and keep it
down. If you dont want anyone at home to
do it if your still in school and your
school has a consouler go to her/him and
get help! Or tell one of your closest
friends so they can sort of "moniter" what
you eat. Please
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noname
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 18 Mar 2005 Posts: 3
Posted: 03-18-05 15:58pm
Don't eat if you don't feel like it.
What you need to do is to pick up a new
hobby. Look at your life, what is
important to you? What do you want to
accomplish? What is the kind of person
you want to be? I've been in your
position before and my sister is right
now, only she is in denile. This is not
about the way you look or how you feel
when you eat or throw up. This is about
the control you feel and that feeling of
pain and sense of conquering it you feel
at the end of each day. At this point
you are now being controlled. This is a
disease that you let take over your body.
You want to reach a point where you do
not have to think about everything you
consume and be worried about it. What
kind of life is that to be obsessing over
food? I had a few friends come up to me
when they found out. I don't know if
deep down I thought they knew but they sat
me down and just told me how much they
cared about me and how I could talk to
them whenever I needed to. I knew what I
was doing to myself was wrong and that it
was hurting me. I didn't want to but I
was just so confused and my life was a
mess. Not to say that it isn't any more
but at least now I can focus on the issues
at hand and don't have to obsess over
eating. I have relapsed a few times,
which I am not proud of, and every time I
start over. Now it's been about a month
since I last purged and almost a year
since I did it religiously. I have
reevaluated my life and have been just
trying to not eat too much, and sometimes
too little. I have learned a lot about
nutrition and the awareness of it makes it
easier to plan my meals. I have also
found an activity that has been getting me
into the best shape of my life,
kickboxing. When you have an eating
disorder it becomes your life. You need
to reprioritize. You are not happy right
now. I know this. You think that
something else is making you feel
depressed and that is one reason why you
justify your eating disorder, "if I do
this then at least these results will make
me happy." are you happy yet? I didn't
think so. I don't know you and I don't
know your life but I do know what it's
like to be in this kind of battle. You
are letting your disease win. Don't you
want to win? Please let me know if I can
help in any way. Every person is special
and every person goes through time where
they feel like the only way to get through
is to surrender. That is not true.
Some of the greatest lesssons and the
greatest builders of strength and
character can only be formed in such
terrible conditions. Be true to
yourself. Be true to your beliefs. You
come first.
Here's my life motto: "everything will be
ok in the end, if it's not ok, then it's
not the end."
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poetmcc
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 25 Mar 2005 Posts: 273
Been There Posted: 03-25-05 19:52pm
I so know exactly how you feel. Hiding an
eating diorder is so hard. Only you know
what's going on, but no one understands.
No one knows the pain you're in. I am
still struggling to hide my eating
disorder. I'm glad to know i'm not alone.
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hurt28
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Dec 2004 Posts: 49 Location: lowell
Here Is a Good Site:) Posted: 03-26-05 20:13pm
Hey these r sited w/ ppl who <3 there
e.D www.Livejournal.Com/users/
loud28 just comment or go to intrest
on the site and type ana or mia......Tons
of great sites come up!!!
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mellymel78
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 19 Mar 2005 Posts: 44 Location: SLC UT
Posted: 03-27-05 05:14am
I hid and defended my eating disorder for
years, and if you survive it, you will
have problems the rest of your life...The
only thing that helped me was getting
pregnant...The doctor told me that if I
didnt start eating, my baby would die...My
son is now almost 9 years old. I'm not
gonna say its easy, its a mental health
disorder that is sometimes really hard to
deal with, but I can say now as a
recovering anorexic, bulemic, that you
need to listen to your parents!!! Get
help!!!!! Please get help, get
better...Skin and bones is not beautiful,
healthy is beautiful!!
I still have problems with not wanting to
eat cause I feel fat or feel that another
girl is skinnier, but I found that if I go
running or work out, I feel so much
better....Starving yourself is not the way
to go...Your hair will fall out...Your
teeth rot...Your body actually eats its
own musce to survive...Your entire body
will break out, your breath is
awful...Name it, its not
beautiful....Please please please please
get help!!
