Have you sought counseling?
Bless you,
sandy

Hi! It is me again, have you checked e.M.D.R. Out, it has helped a lot of people out with phobias and past situations, such as this, it allows you to go back into the past and release the situation so you can go on in your life, it is a great release, I guess it is similar to hypnotherapy. Do not feel bad about this, we all need help some time in our lives aand most do have something in our past that we need to let go of.
Sincerely,
sandy

Hi, I am 16 years old and I grew up seeing my parents doing drugs, and fighting and I was abused myself by my mother..I have been with my loving boyfriend for about a year now and I hit him. Very hard, and its very painful to me afterwards because I just cannot understand why I do this. I never have hit anyone before. But I thought I would just let you know that you are not the only one. I personally belive I hit him because of how high my stress level is. I cannot really give you any advice, because I myself do not know what to do about the situation either. Sorry. God bless you though..You will get through this.