Depakote - is the name in america to my knowledge it has been around for about 20 yrs, prehaps more, it is called epilim here. I totally understand the fighting the seizure stage. I try to also do this myself.
You say that you feel headaches in the side of your head, those are your temples. It is a type of epilepsy the most common, called temporal lobe epilepsy.
I have this also, and to my personal experiences as I havent dealt with it long in my life as most of the ppl in this forum, but my seizures are partial - complex and grand mal like.
I hear and I feel but then I phase out and I dont remember much of the event, also the different types of medications used to control fits. (anticonvulsants ) can change the way that you feel n things.
I have experianced that since being on keppra I am now more aware of an eisode comming on. Where as before I would not have much warning at all. I guess I now get the aura more then the actual seizure and I now also get the post ictil state after, I feel mentally n physically drained more now
but its alot better then what I was dealing with b4. I would have rolling seizures sometimes up to 5.
Temporal lobe epilepsy is the most commonest but yet the hardest to treat as its hard to find the area most commonly affected.