About 3 days ago when I just woken up I noticed that I had these pains in my muscles.
I always lay weird so I assumed thats what it was because a few nights before that, I had real bad back pain but after I got out of bed it had gone.
I had pain under my arm and in my muscles on my legs amd as paranoid as I am I decided to start poking where the pain was coming from.
I found what I thought was a lump under my arm.
I am only 19 and I weigh under 90lbs and terrified I have cancer. The reason I mentioned my weight was because 3 years ago I went to the doctor with a lump in my stomache, she told me that due to the weight I am and my body frame being so small it is perfectly normal to find "fleshy" lumps in my belly.
Im terrified I have cancer. The lump is just next to my armpit and is under the skin, it feels like a gland or some sort of muslce and from what I can tell, I have something simular on the other arm. Due to "playing" around with this lump I have made it appear to look worse.
Im too scared to go to a doctor and being as paranoid as I am and readin all of these medical web pages, I have convinced myself that I have other brest cancer symptoms too..
For instace it tells you that your bones will ache, well about 5 months ago when I came back from the us my ribs started aching and havent really been right since, I had 50 hours of travelling and my father said thats clearly the cause of the discomfort.
Everytime my breast itches or I got a red spot near to the lump or breast I get frightend.
Whats going on?
Please help me :(

i hope this message wasnt too hard to understand, im in a hurry to type it and hopefully get some answers.