I have read some of the posts and I see that many people here are getting help with there problems so maybe I can with mine. I am 15 and pregnant and where I live its like a thing that happens to only the "not so popular kids." and though i'm not exactly the most popular kid anymore I once was, before this happened. I was in the band, did colorguard, played fast-pitch softball, slow-pitch softball, soccer, and ran cross-country. Now I have had to stop all that and its made me more of a ''loser" than I was when kids at school found out that I was pregnant. I am still in school and I have no true friends anymore. I can be sitting in class and I can just hear my name being mentioned in like every conversation that goes on and none of its good stuff. Its always either she's a promiscuous person or a hoe and I hope her baby's retarded and I don't know why she's still alive and in this school. Its a constant thing everyday. I don't know why these kids feel this way but I let it bother me so much that I can't go a night without crying anymore. I feel all alone in the world now and its as if noone wants my baby son to come in this world but me!! My boyfriend has been there for me through it all but its as if i'll never be able to be happy with myself again!! my mother is there some but many nights I can tell that she just sits there and cries and it makes me feel really bad. I know I made a mistake and I know I now have alot of growing up to do but its like going to school with the harsh kids has brought my self esteem level down to like a 0 on a 1-10 scale. I can't stand myself and I mean teachers and grown-ups are constantly telling me that noone else in the world gets pregnant at the age of 15 or younger. Im 6 months and a week today and I am really looking forward to having my son but will it always be this way or do things get better after you have the kid? Oh and how bad does it hurt to have a kid naturally? I really need some advice so any that you can give me I would highly appreciate it! Thanks