Hi guys, hope all are doing well, or at least trying.
Boy, I just cant get a handle on this thing and its literally driving me insane.
I am so confused, it is mental, is it physical, is it a deficiancy, is it a disorder........Yikes !
Everytime I think its one thing, something convinces me its another.
When it started was I under stress ??? Absolutely. My Mom and I just got kicked out of out house after 24 years, I work across the street, the whole time living there, we now live 21 miles away. We had to sell many things at garage sales and ebay to come up with the money to move, bought new furniture, I had to drive in bad weather to work, at the same time, we got new managers at work after years and years of the same ones, I was fighting with my best friend, had bills up the wazoo, and had to adapt to a new and strange environment, pack and move ourselves, had no help, and the - hti s is why Im not sure its stress related..I remember being ecstatic how we stepped in gold we, found a much bigger home, cheaper also, great landlady, my Mom was ecstatice, I used to come home every day after work smiling, sitting in my new chair and having such a sense of accomplishmwnt that when push came to shove, we succeeded, by ourselves, came up with the money, found a place, moved and the whole nine yards....
We were also realxing, eating alot and going right to bed, etc...and I was lifting pretty heavy things.
I also noticed that on rainy days, I couldnt breathe right but paid it no mind as I always have been stuffed up my whole life due to alergies, and we have cats....suddenly their litter box were right across the hall where I sleep. We also have electric heat and every AM I woke up with dry mouth......and a dog used to be in our place and we have carpets.
So, it comes down to Alergies, Anxiety, Hiatal hernia, all ?? none ?? The week og the Superbowl, is when all hell broke lose and we also were staying in all day and night cause of the cold and eating alot and Me going right to bed, sometimes falling asleep in the chair.
So, either GERD affected the hernia and it is impacting my diapraghm,or the allergies have kicked in, or the anxiety is here from the stress and unfamiliar surroundings....
I also went for a sleep study and have sever OSA, lost 91 lbs and have the machine to sleep with, I dont know why I havent tried it yet....I guess fear that it wont help and Im gonna be stuck with this forever.....My GOD, Im so scared.
.....and, as I type this to you guys, Im breathing fine, Aware of every breath, but breathing fine:
1. (a tip) When you feel the need to take that deep breath, dont do it, think of something else, letit pass, it will be uncomfortable, but that "trigger" coming prematurely is whats messing up our lives, I think. When you wait, and breathe slowly, and try to occupy yourself, then it resets itself for a while and boy does it feel good, until BAM, all over again...but I digress...
Also, right after I go to the chiropractor, I can breath outstandingly well, for a while, maybe just time will take care of this...
Comments ? advice ?? Thoughts ???
Love you all,
Geoffrey