Hi, I am a 39 year old white male, pennsylvania. In a marriage, with difficulties. I am looking to make friends online that maybe we can open mindedly talk things through. Straight and gay guys are welcome to respond. The love of women seems to me to be a life-long cross to bear, yet, there it is, natural in its feeling, impossible, at times, to bear. I was raised as a devout catholic as a kid, all through school I was taught that sexuality was evil and sinful and that the natural drives that we have as men would end me in a hellish eternity. This is insane, and ridiculous.

Yet, funnilly enough, the natural drives I have as a man certainly can seem like a hellish eternity on earth at times. So how's everyone doing?

Feel free to respond. I am open minded, and appreciate friends, online or otherwise.

John