Ok, I have two feelings right now. One is, if you're a liar trying to get attention, i'll kill you and save you the trouble, bc this crap is nothing to joke about.
my second feeling is, if it's real, i'm truly sorry. In october 2003 I was raped in my dorm room by a guy that I was tutoring. As a result, I became pregnant, but had a chemical pregnancy and lost it very early. I know the pain. I told no one for months until I opened up to my fiance in march. I was also suicidal in the mean time. It's also not the first time i've been raped.
If your story is for real, tell your parents. No matter what your relationship with them is like, they love you deep inside and would hate to hear that they're little girl has been raped, but they want to know. I guarantee you they want to know your pain, and they want to help you with it. They won't think you're a promiscuous person. The rape wasn't your fault, and neither was the pregnancy. You didn't ask to be raped and the baby didn't ask to be concieved, but both of you are victims now and you need to take care of both of you. You're baby is a beautiful thing coming out of a horrible situation.

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i pray to god that you're for real, bc if you're not then you are the most disgustingly heinous person i've ever met.