Firstly, adderall is actually a
prescription drug for add, not depression,
and although you have obviously read of
some of the side effects which include
weight loss, it is extremely dangerous
when misused or used w/o a prescription.
It is very addictive. I have heard of it
being referred to as a soft version of
cocaine. It mucks up ur system bad.
Please talk to your doctor. Since you
posted this in the eating disorder forum
im assuming you hav a body image problem,
which is the issue which should be
addressed. Please do not abuse any kind
of drug for weight loss. It is dangerous
and will only cause you more problems in
the end. If u truly are worried about
your body as in health-wise, see a
dietrition and be good to ur body. Maybe
u could even find a counsellor in ur area
to talk about self esteem issues. U said
ur worried about ur boyfriend, but he
obviously hasnt done anything to spark
that worry, and is with u for who u r.
I hope u take my advise, it hurts to see
this, I used to think exactly the same

I hope ur well
xoxo