I just saw your post about the anxiety and I can associate very well with your. I struggled undiagnosed for 13 years. I now take paxil (75mg per day) also at night. My doctor also prescribes adavan for periodic anxiety attacks that work very well for me. The adavan helps your body to "take it easy" until your thoughts straighten out. Maybe this will help

One thing that helped me is to write in a journal. I still occasionally write, but it is nowhere near the amount I used to. I am much more easy-going and happy now... I've been on prozac and trileptal now for about three months, and I have xanax for emergency anxiety spells (like when I have to go to the dentist, or I had to take my son in for eye surgery).

I also had to change the way I think... That's the hard part - that's the part that requires a professional's help. I still have some worrisome spots, but i'll be okay.

Gotta go now,
good luck.

Hey I understand completely where ur comin from, I worry all the time..I have depression too..If ya need someone..Just leave me a msg. :d