When I had my first ultrasound I had an internal. I dont remember now how far along I was. I would have to go and see the picture. I cried, it was the happiest thing ever. But it gets better, when I had my next ultra ultra sound, when I thought I was lossing my fluid, I was able to see him with his hands on his face, fingers in mouth, I got 4 pictures from that one. I only got like 2 from the first. It is a great feeling to me a mother, and to show people that you are gonna make it. I take my son with me everywhere, he is my little shadow. But sometimes I guess I get crazy, I want to work, but I dont want him in daycare, so I simply said no. Plus the doc said that rsv is starting early this season. I am praying for you, and I bet that you can see what it is. Ask the doctor what it is, sometimes they can give you a guess by this from the heartbeat. My doc did and she was right, I had a midwife though!!
Good luck!!
Mezzy