Well first of all how old are you? I am only 19 and fresh out of high school so dont take my opinions to hardly. I have no idea what its like to be in your shoes and just cant even think about being depressed all the time. That makes no sense to me. I know its not something you can put in a bottle and say here, this is what it feels like. What keeps you from going out to the bars or out with your friends and having a blast? Play a video game with some buds or watch a funny ass movie? Are you physically unable to be happy or have fun? Go ride some gocarts, you will scream with happiness. I think I am missing the point, im sure there is much more to your depression than I could imagine. I dont want you to go into detail. If you have had some bad events happen in your life to make you depressed then I could see that being a key factor. If you are just not happy for no reason then I am just lost. If your brain is telling you that your depressed then it should be just as easy to tell it that your happy! Just find the right distraction and get yourself lost in it. Thats the key to surviving life. It sux and when it does find a alternate way to take your mind off it. I will talk to you more later.....Bye for now.