Well this is pretty refreshing to read about all of you crazy people on here. Unlike you guys I am actually dying from my anxiety. well not really, but i sure do feel like it. I am a 35 year old male, married with 2 kids and this past year has been insane. I have had every medical test known to man done on me. I am a medical sales rep, so I have complete access to all kinds of medical doctors and tests. I even sell them a lot of the tests. Last month I awoke to numbness on the right side of my body, right arm and leg. So I didnt panic, I went calmly to the ER. They gave me a Ct, which came back clean. They told me to get and MRI which i did, all of which came back normal. The numbness went away after about 6 hours, probably slept on something wrong. I am about 40 pounds overweight, which does not help, but I am 6'3" so i hide it pretty well. But I hate being out of shape, drives me crazy. But not enough to actually do anything about it. Recently I have had the lump in my throat, which oddly enough, is helping me lose weight because of all the panic it creates. I am actually a pretty normal guy, but this whole anxiety thing is driving me mad. My wife absolutley hates it, and I believe she thinks I am crazy. Which in turn piXXes me off at her for not being more understanding. But i really dont blame her. I guess I need to be put on anti anxiety drugs, but the last thing I want to do is be realiant on some weird medication. anyway thought I would just share a piece of my wonderful life on here and see if anyone had any advice.