Hello.
Im just like you. Last yr on the 24th october '03 I had my first grand mal seizure. Had all the tests done and they were all normal. The dr told me that I probably would not have another seizure 1 week later I had another. Like you I was with my sister but I was at home. So went to another neurologist for a second opinion.
The second opinion was better he told me that just because my test is all normal doesnt mean that I am not epileptic now. I know it sounds bad to be pleased, but I was pleased to be told that I have epilepsy because I was so scared not knowing why I was having seizures.
I was told that I had all the signs of temporal lobe epilepsy. Everyone is different to how epilepsy affects them. I live in australia I am female and I am 22 now. I have continued to had aggressive seizures throught the last 12 months. The longest that I have ever gone without a seizure has been 9 days.
I am changing my medication finally. Please!!! Dont be stuborn like me an just take the awful side effects that come with some meds. Tell the dr right away.
If the dr wont change your meds then find another gp or neurologist.
I like you was really scared to leave the house for a long time. I felt like a burden on my family, and they never understood what I was going through. I guess they tried to keep me like a prisoner.
What you can do so your family understands is call the epilepsy association in your area and get them to send you out information on it. Then your family and you can read all about it.
I know exactly how you feel when you fall asleep you are scared. I am exactly the same. You could get a night light. I some times have the light on in my room all night. Or I put the tv on timer. So I am never in the dark.
take care x x