I weighed 130lbs, I hate my body I look
fat, I want to weigh 110-115. For the
past 2 weeks I have'nt been eating, some
days I go without eating at all, and the
rest i'll eat a bite or maybe 2 of
something, and then after I eat a few
bites I feel really really really sick
like i'm going to throw up everywhere.
I've lost about 5 pound so far, and i'll
only let my self drink a glass of water.
I just want to loose weight so bad. I
just want to be perfect. I see all of
these pretty girls on tv and models and
stuff and they are gorgeous, flawless. I
want to be like that.
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Yiassou
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 19 Oct 2004 Posts: 7
Posted: 12-01-04 15:40pm
The way your dieting is very very
unhealthy and dangerous and is only a
temporary solution. If you really want
to lose some weight you have to do it the
healthy way. Exercise every so often but
no need to over do it. Eat the right
foods get your protein intake get your
carbs and the proper nutrition in your
body. You need essential vitamins and
minerals in your body to survive. All
those combinations will give you energy
help you think properly and will decrease
your mood swings among other positive
reasons. You should tell a friend or
your doctor about this because there must
be something else that's really bothering
you aside from your weight.
These girls that are on tv and in
magazines aren't as happy as you think!
They bust their asses to get to that body
weight. Most of them are unhappy but the
only thing that keeps them going is the
money they make or going out and doing
drugs allnight in clubs just to get their
mind off things. For the most part in
magazines the girls are shaded in with
make-up just so that they can look thinner
than they really are or their bodies are
altered by computer softwarel. No one
is flawless!!
Don't get stuck in this cycle, an eating
disorder is a dead end road that only
leads to more and more misery.
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mshanson
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 28 Nov 2004 Posts: 102 Location: California
Posted: 12-06-04 00:12am
hi,
i'm 42 years old and only now am I slowly
getting over anorexia. I began, like you,
hating my newly developing body at age 11
and wanting to diet down to skin &
bones. Well, I succeeded --- have been
hospitalized, institutionalized, tube-fed,
went through a divorce, never could have
kids (infertile because of no periods
because of starvation). My bnes are as
fragile as a very old lady's.
Do you really want that for yourself?
the
good news is that I am finally getting
better, am happily remarried with 2 great
stepkids, am a yoga teacher who is strong
& slim & eats well (extremely
healthy & organic, but no more
dieting).
It took me 30 years to get here. Why
don't you so yourself a favor, stop trying
to be 'perfect' and just concentrate on
being healthy & happy with who you
are? You only have one life (as far as we
know) so don't waste it!
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behind_that_smile
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 14 Dec 2004 Posts: 9
Re: What's Wrong With Me? Posted: 12-14-04 19:39pm
blackkittykatx6x
wrote:
i weighed 130lbs, I hate my
body I look fat, I want to weigh 110-115.
For the past 2 weeks I have'nt been
eating, some days I go without eating at
all, and the rest i'll eat a bite or maybe
2 of something, and then after I eat a few
bites I feel really really really sick
like i'm going to throw up everywhere.
I've lost about 5 pound so far, and i'll
only let my self drink a glass of water.
I just want to loose weight so bad. I
just want to be perfect. I see all of
these pretty girls on tv and models and
stuff and they are gorgeous, flawless. I
want to be like that.
you need to keep your metabolism
going...So eating a really small portions
for a few times a day will help....It's
better to do that, than to starve
yourself.... Eating steamed vegetables is
good for you..I did that and I lost 45lbs
over last summer....I mean i'm not in the
position to tell you what to do, cuz i'm a
bulimic, but before becoming that...I was
able to control, and lose weight the
healthy way..But I guess I went too far
doing that....Good luck and take care!
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OutsideSizes
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 28 Nov 2004 Posts: 22 Location: NYC
Posted: 12-15-04 21:34pm
Hey, I know how u feel- i've been up and
down and up and down with weight, but I
was never as thin as I am now...I lost
over 40 lbs by restricting, and I weigh
105 which is at least 10 lbs under the
"healthy" weight for my height, and almost
20 lbs lower if u take into acct my big
bones.
So anyways, you will never feel think
enuf- I know in my head that im too thin,
I feel sick and I look sick and my friends
and family are so worried, but I can't get
it out of my head that if I lose a little
more, just 5 more...Ill be soooo happy.
But only 3 or 4 months ago I was thinking
"gee, if I was in the 120's i'd be ok with
that", then it turned into 115, then 110
then 105 and now i'm always thinking,
"well if I get down to 100 lbs, then maybe
my things will finally be skinny enuf and
I can wear a mini skirt and then i'll be
really happy".
It sounds silly, right? I wish I could
make myself stop
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ladymarmalade99
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 Jul 2004 Posts: 42
Sad Posted: 12-24-04 09:59am
I am so miserable, I want to be 105 lbs so
much and I have big bones too. Lately
i've noticed how unhappy I am all the
time. Especially when I eat. When I
restrict or starve I am happy. When I eat
it's hell. I know I have an eating
disorder but I know it's definitely not
anorexia because i'm not skinny enough. I
can lose and gain up to 10 lbs in 3 days
but it's all water, I know. :( I am so
unhappy.
the
good news is that I am finally getting
better, am happily remarried with 2 great
stepkids, am a yoga teacher who is strong
& slim & eats well (extremely
healthy & organic, but no more
dieting).
