I'm glad there is somewhere out there that also can relate to this stuff.
My head sometimes "vibrates" or shakes during sleep or on sleep onset. It can be one day to being like a wind up toy or a blender the next. It's not like a seizure where I'm unaware. I can stop it if I break its pattern by moving or sitting up. Sometimes I can feel it while I'm dreaming but am too tired to fight it so I just let it vibrate away. It can get so bad that it feels like my head is pulsating at 40 beats per second and my head is going to pop off. Strange thing is, it doesn't really "hurt", I'm amazed by it because it feels like it's doing some violent stuff.
I sometimes have electric "zaps" too, that take my breathe away right as I'm dozing off to sleep. I'll see a picture or start to dream and this rush of adrenaline or something will SURGE through my entire body and it hurts. Sometimes it's major like someone plugged me into a light socket, those ones scare the crap out of me. They usually leave me feeling like I just got hit by a truck and confused for a few seconds. They used to happen only once a night, then I would fall asleep. But sometimes they happen 10 times a night and I will be terrified of sleeping and stay up for hours until I fall asleep exhausted.
These things aren't Hypnic Jerks like I've read. I've had those and they are so benign that they hardly affect sleep. These don't seem like seizures either because I can stop them if I move or wake up, and I don't get any Migraines or headaches, just rattled nerves from not knowing what this is and feeling powerless.
I also notice if my sleep cycle is off, if I smoke too much, if I am really tired, or if I'm having stress or anxiety...........these things happen much more.
My Doctor says it is severe anxiety and repressed emotions, I can't really disagree. The Autonomic Nervous System can go crazy from anxiety to the point of making symptoms like these. Usually syndromes or symptoms that have no real physical cause is where anxiety and emotions are the culprit.
But I just want them to stop. The vibrating thing is kinda scary but it doesn't freak me out to the point of panic. The electric "JOLTS" though, are another story. When they take my breath away and I gasp for air right before hitting dream state, I feel like I'm going to die.
Please don't talk to me about sleep apnea either, this stuff happens while I've been awake and just laying down and half conscious. I'm tired of the Sleep Apnea crowd always trying to convince people with this stuff it's always APNEA, give it a rest already.
Nocturnal Myoclonus makes the most sense as far as PHYSICAL diagnosis, but I have gone through months where this stuff didn't happen, the only difference is now I'm in a bad cycle. So can Nocturnal Myoclonus be transient?
Anyways, just wanted you guys to know that you're not alone and this is not some imaginary thing. To be honest, Doctors and Neuros are still in the dark about many things and can be downright USELESS entities. Either because they're too intellectually LAZY to research or they just don't care or know. So people like us are forced to come to forums and discuss it to find a pattern or answer. It's really messed up, because I am reading that a lot of people experience this, and it's seriously a frightening experience.