Bigman, ajames, and especially powerful:
you all said some pretty insightful things, but let me break it down for you the way I see it (and trust me, I know):
powerful: adderall raises your blood pressure, speeds up your heart rate and has negative long term effects like chest pains and especially anxiety. That's just adderall alone. Now imagine how many perfectly healthy pro athletes have died in their sleep or suffered heart attacks because of the immense physical pressure sports put on the heart. That's just sports alone. Finally, recall the last time you had a strong couple cups of coffee- how did you feel? Stimulated, awake, probably jittery, maybe even a little nauseous, and I can bet your heart was vibrating like a hummingbird's. And thats just caffiene alone.
When you are prescribed to adderall, are an athlete, and consume caffinated products- of course you will have anxiety!!! I highly doubt your anxiety is a separate disorder. But you should be worried, because your lifestyle is like playing with fire.
Please please please realize how dangerous that is! I hope your doctor knows about your football/excersise routine and warned you about the risks of caffiene consumption when prescribed to adderall. I am actually very surprised he prescribed you to it if he knew you played a sport that requires such physical stress and endurance. I also hope if he was aware, he prescribed you to a low milagram dosage (like 5 or 10 max) and that you take them exactly as prescribed and don't abuse the pill, as it is highly addictive.
Your heart is suffering. When you combine all these factors it is easy to see that the chest pains and anxiety are a direct consequence. I know, because I am suffering from an adderall addiction. Not only do I have terrible anxiety, a fast heart rate and chest pains, but a slew of other side effects like insomnia, an eating disorder bordering on anorexia, mood swings, and depression. I have trouble walking up the stairs, I can't even imagine excercising.
So all I can suggest is that you cut out all caffiene (coffee, tea, soda, etc) and talk to your doc about your symptoms. Make sure he is giving you the lowest possible dosage and get his advice on your athletic habits. One day your body will just say "enough" and shut down. Don't risk it, please.
Ajames: I am not too familiar with lexapro but xanax is also a very risky drug, and can be easily abused, so please be careful! Xanax can kill your personality, destroy your memory, and cause you to be in a zombie-like state. My little cousin is addicted and I see how that affects her so as long as you have it under control and you're communicating with your doctor it should be fine.
Bigman: I try never to say this to people who are suffering from something, but I think in your case, you are being slightly paranoid and getting ahead of yourself. You are giving yourself anxiety because you are worrying about getting it...So you're setting yourself up because you fear the unknown just like you said. Please don't do that to yourself sweetie, it won't help u a bit. Also, even if anxiety can be passed down (which I never heard before) there are many other ways to become a victim of it. If you have a traumatic experience or abuse certain drugs or are under immense stress, you can develop anxiety just the same, and what you are doing is putting yourself under this kind of stress voluntarily. Do your mind and body a favor and don't kill yourself worrying about something that is unpredicatble. Do what you can to prevent yourself from developing anxiety- excercise, eat healthy food, don't overwork yourself, do things/activities that make you happy, hang out with people that make you laugh, stay away from any drugs and figure out ways to calm your nerves when you feel worried or panicky.
That is what is in your power- and its quite a lot. The human mind is miraculous- it can overcome the most horriffic things, and you can overcome this paranoia too. Worrying just isn't worth it. A person who spends their life worrying and obsessing will put so much stress on their physical/mental/and emtoional health that they are literally digging an early grave for themselves. Not to mention, missing out on life- think of all the good things that are unpredicatble- write about it, write stories, or journals or poems or just scribble on little post its and stick them on your wall and binders. Write down all your desires, hopes, goals; good things that happen to you or that may someday happen; or things/people you love, positive quotes you heard, songs or books that inspire you. Even if you can't feel it inside just yet and you may have to force yourself at first, having personal and visible hope all around you is more tangible and real, and eventually your mind will belive in it.
Good luck boys! Post progress!