Emotional Unstable I Think Posted: 11-11-04 14:59pm
Where to start.........Hmm....I have
social anxiety and depression and
borderline personality disorder. I have
been married now for 15 years and have a
13 year old daughter and an 11 years old
son. I was injuryed almost 2 years ago
and I have a bulging disc and a pinched
nerve. The pain is always there and so
far I have been tol by one specialist that
there isn't any need for an operation. I
am still waiting to see another
specialist. I just started a stronger
pain medication 2 days ago and I am
feeling a bit strange, of course the pain
is still there, just a bit less intense.
Since this has happened I have been told
I have to learn to live with the pain,
and it is so hard to accept. It has
changed my life and my families, I feel
guilty for being in the way, for slowing
everyone down. My patience are very
short and then I feel guilty about that
too. It seems I am on a rollercaster in
my own home, I don't want my kids to grow
up watching their mom pop pills all the
time, I take so many...Anti-depres and
mood stabalizer and then 2 regular ones
for pain and then a pain killer. My
depression has gotten worse then it has
ever been before this injury. How do
people cope?
Saph
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lil_blaze2004
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Posted: 11-25-04 16:04pm
I think you should go post this in the
depression forum not the new member
pregnancy forum. Good luck with it.
