Hey. I had sex with my boyfriend a few months ago and about a week later I noticed I had pubic lice. He blamed me, said he doesnt have it and didnt cheat on me. I treated myself, said I must have caught it some other way (knowing full well in the back of my mind that he gave me it).

Now today, I have them again, same thing, after having sex with my boyfriend.

I feel so dirty. Dont know what I should do. Like before, he swears he doesnt have them nor has he had sex with anyone else. He is obviously chronicly infected with these damn hard to get rid of bugs! It took me around 5 treatments to get rid of them last time. Im so upset. Dont know what I really should do. They are just so disgusting and I cant believe they are at the moment crawling all over my genitals. Im freaking out! Arghhh. Thanks for reading.