Ok last night I went through this really emotional trip. I started thinking about all kinds of things (mainly the fact that im going to be a mother soon) and I got really scared out of nowhere and started balling . My boyfriend didnt know what was wrong with me or what to do. He thought I was mad at him but I wasnt I was just really scared of the fact that I know I am growing up real fast and everything seems to be happening way too quick. I had a hard time accepting it for some reason last night. I dont really know why I guess I am just way too emotional right now, I feel much better today. A little dizzy but I feel confident enough that I wont break down again anytime soon.

Oh and do any of you feel like this, I feel like I have to be comforted a lot I guess because growing up my parents (especially my mom) used to comfort me and show me a lot of affection so now I miss that and I need it from my boyfriend but he's not real big on affection. I mean he loves me but you know some guys just arent all mushy lovey. Well hes one of those guys and I cant stand it, is there any way I can get him to change from that. I have cried to him before trying to explain to him that I need it and he would for a few days then it just disappeared. Does anyone else seem to have this problem with their man?