I just ate my first proper food in 8 days - maccaroni cheese never tasted so good. I just haven't been able to eat, everything tasted or felt bad in my mouth but just now wow!

I went back to hospital last night
himself got up to go get me a mcflurry and I shifted on the sofa and had an itchy belly, so I scratch my belly and got a wet hand, panicked a bit then dressed it with a pad and waited for himself to get back.

Soaked through 4 pads plus my clothes in like an hour - a bit of blood and lots of yellow fluid.

Got a bit more worried cuz I can't see down that far on myself (i can't bend properly and its at the bottom of my belly) so I was concerned my wound may have split open.

So we went back to the hospital who said no I hadn't opened up, that it was good any gunk was coming out and not staying inside where it could cause an abcess. Gave me some new dressings and by then it had eased off and during the night there was hardly any on the pad, so that made me feel a bit better.

Just gonna take today easy - we're shopping - I sit in car tell him where we're going and then send him in to buy it lol, so we are getting a fleecy electric blanket for the bed, some slippers for me, shoes for him.


Ohh and tonight is a big firework display at kenilworth castle - I don't think I could stand around for like an hour or so but because it is so big, we are gonna park up the car and watch from outside so I can stay sitting.