Today I got home from work and shaun was already at work like normal, so I got online to check my email, but when I logged on the history popped up. He was at home all day yesterday when I was at work, and all he did was look at swinger sites and all these online personal things to meet people inour area. There are a buch of profiles of single girls in their little skimpy underwear and he has some email address that I didnt even know about that he's using to email these people. I asked him about it just now on the phone and he just changes the subject. I dont know what to do...I have no one to talk to out here...I feel so f*kin alone and lost and angry and I dont know what to do about it. I love him so much and I trusted him so much...I dont know if i'm exaggerating or what...I just dont know whta to do. And on top of things he's been withdrawing and being really depressive lately. Please if any one would want to talk I would love it and could really use it please.

--cat