I dont know if im even pregnant yet but ive been coming to this board everyday now for about a week. Theres just something about you girls that makes me feel like there really are good people out there. You are all so nice and I just wanted to tell you guys that. When someone needs you or has a question you are there, and I havent seen not one person ever make a bad remark or be rude to anyone....Which is very unlikely on forums. I have alot of things going threw my mind. I really hope im preg. I just keep thinking about if I really am, because I want a baby sooo bad. I know I would be a great mother. And, then I think about if im not preg. I would just cry my eyes out. This is what I really want. I want to feel a baby inside me, I want to love something, I want to be a mother. I know I dont exactly "need" it now, bc I have alot of living to do... But I feel as if ive done enough of that....Im so much more mature than my friends...Im just in that stage where I dont belong, because I actually want to settle down and be a mother and have a family, and they....They are imature kids who want to party all the time. You know what they told me??!!? They said that if I was pregnant that they know I would be a good mother, but they would have to throw me down the stairs bc if I had a baby they wouldnt be able to hang out with me so much. How stupid is that? Thats why I come here when everything else just isnt right....Because you girls understand, and if u dont...Then u try ur hardest to.