You need to check out some books girl!
Try the book I recomended to catch 22.
Get female part of the body, by inga musico, this will give you a 180 on how you feel, cause that attitude needs to change!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Get: our bodies, our selves.
Search the web for femminist based publishers. The is one in california ( I forget the name) that has all these books and more.
Read read read, and learn to love yourself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
darkv