I'm growing baby # 2. But it seems like i'm not as excited this time. Sometimes I think, "i don't want this, I can't do this, what was I thinking?" I know I will love the baby, but it doesn't feel as special. I forget to record all the pregnancy diary stuff and i'm just getting used to the fact that I am pregnant (6 months). I don't even necessarily want to discuss it constantly like the first one. Sometimes it feels like a pain in the ass. Don't get me wrong, I have moments where i'm really excited and tuned in, but I have these lingering thoughts. So, is that a normal 2nd pregnancy thing or should I mention this to my doctor?