Asking For Your Prayers.... Posted: 10-26-04 22:39pm
Lord,
this is a prayer from deep within
my heart
I can't seem to find the words-i
don't know where to start
I know you've heard my prayers and
you've counted every tear
so please lord take exception to
this woman I hold dear
I know you like to surround
yourself with the honest, true and kind
but lord i'm sure there are others
out there for you to find
because although she fits the
description, and you'd like to set her
free
you simply do not know how much she
means to me
we've only had 19 years to love,
grow and laugh
we need 19 more before you take her
back
because lord there will be times
when her presence is required
to hug me in my wedding dress, and
to rock my babies when they're tired
so although she'd make the perfect
angel to spread your love and awe
she's needed down here on earth,
where she makes an even better mammaw
hey ya'll. Just a quick update....The
other day my grandma (mammaw) who is the
thread who holds my family together....She
raised me and my cousin...And continues to
be the true backbone to our family, was
rushed to the e.R when she turned deathly
ill.....She was diagnosed with leukemia
and nemonia or however you spell it. She
isn't lookin good. But noone understands
that she isn't just my grandma...She is my
mother, as she is to everyone else in not
only our family, but in the entire town.
I refuse to picture life without
her.....And it looks as though I may if
things don't turn around.....So please
ya'll, i'm beggin ya...Take five seconds
to pray for my grandma jan. She needs
it.....Thank you so much.
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jessamyn
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Posted: 10-26-04 22:56pm
I just went thru that i'm here to hold
your hands thru the whole thing... I love
you hun and if she does pass dont honor
her death honor her life!
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Heathergirl
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Joined: 11 Oct 2004 Posts: 719 Location: Michigan
Posted: 10-26-04 23:04pm
Hey jessa......How are things over there
in cali? thanks for your
support......I appreciate it. It's weird
how things change over night...My mammaw
is only 62, and the strongest person I
know.....She gets down on her hands and
knees and scrubs the floor every day...And
now to see her like she is.....It's rough.
And i'm sorry to hear about your own
grandma.... well, right now
i'm in ohio.....And I still don't know
about the pregnancy thing......I'm feeling
better, but about once a day I still feel
sick for an hour or two, and then it
passes. And i'm getting hot flashes so
bad....Maybe i'm menopausel.....Lol well
i'm goin to get off here ladies. Bye
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nippz
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Posted: 10-26-04 23:12pm
I replied to this in the other forum, and
i'll say it again, your grandmother is in
my prayers ~ I know what your going thru
god bless.
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jessamyn
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Posted: 10-26-04 23:26pm
heathergirl
wrote:
hey jessa......How are
things over there in cali? thanks for your
support......I appreciate it. It's
weird how things change over night...My
mammaw is only 62, and the strongest
person I know.....She gets down on her
hands and knees and scrubs the floor every
day...And now to see her like she
is.....It's rough. And i'm sorry to
hear about your own grandma.... well, right now
i'm in ohio.....And I still don't know
about the pregnancy thing......I'm feeling
better, but about once a day I still feel
sick for an hour or two, and then it
passes. And i'm getting hot flashes so
bad....Maybe i'm menopausel.....Lol well
i'm goin to get off here ladies.
Bye
its actyually chilling down in cali i'm
like what! Hahah anyways... Yeah my
grandma was so stubborn when they put her
in the hospital they had to have a
constant watch onher she even tried paying
one of the nurses (guys) so let her
leave.. Stubborn brat... I mean when she
first collasped she drove her self to the
hospital when my aunt lives like 2 houses
down from her. She died at 72 I mean like
she would barely ask for help even after
the stoke she couldnt even talk about a
week before she died shebroke into tears
andadmitted she couldnt do it... It was
so hard... I mean paul had to force me to
go to the hospital I couldnt bare seeing
her like that I mean I am a spitting image
of her... And now shes gone... In her
last weeks they took her home and had live
in hospice at her house though one of her
grandkids or daughters were there at all
times... When she day she died I had
gotten into a fight with my aunt and took
off... I came back like 5 minutes before
she passed away... And just cried and
held her hand when she died everyone had
to leave the room for the cops and
paramedics but I was just sitting there
holding her hands in pure tears... My
aunts loved her for her money and same
with most of my cousins those selfish
brats but I truly missed her soul... They
let me stay in there and I just cried...
I couldnt let go... Paul finally came in
and got me...
medical question i'm in tears I need to
shut up... Why did I just tell you that
story... I'm here for you babe thru thick
and think your my soul sister online
remember haha i'll always be
here
okay like I know I am just getting to know
you guys but this is one of my favorite
quotes and when ever your in need just
think about it ...
"together forever never apart maybe in
distance yet never at heart"
You've got my prayers as well, I lost my
grandmother to brain cancer last year and
it was awful. I was there when she passed
away in our house last january it was the
most painful thing I have ever experienced
my prayers are with
you and your family.
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Heathergirl
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Joined: 11 Oct 2004 Posts: 719 Location: Michigan
Posted: 10-28-04 15:38pm
Thank you girls.........I appreciate
everything!
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jessamyn
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Posted: 10-28-04 16:33pm
Heather where are u ? Are you back yet?
Are you okay sweetie? How did everythign
end up?
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Heathergirl
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Joined: 11 Oct 2004 Posts: 719 Location: Michigan
Posted: 10-28-04 19:20pm
Hey baba! How's that baby? Are you
feeling any better? I hope so......No,
i'm still down here in ohio....I didn't go
to the hosptial today bc I had to get a
hair cut...It was all dead, lol. And I
miss my boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So
much. Unbearable. Well, things are
goin ok I hope. They won't know for a
couple of days if the chemo takes....But
hopefully it will. They said if it does
she has a 40% chance of making it. So
that is good. But yea, right now i'm in
ohio...Yuck. I miss my nasty old cold
state that I hate! Lol. But only bc my
baby is there, lol. Well girlie.....I'm
sorry to hear it is getting so cold over
there......But try living in michigan.
Omg unreal! But next year we're (meaning
mitch, his family, and me) are moving to
hawaii. So it'll be a little warmer.
And I might be comin to cali if michigan
goes to the rosebowl. I hope they don't
bc then I won't get to see my family over
christmas, lol. Well anyway, have tons
of fun and take care of dylan!
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bellax0x
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Joined: 10 Jun 2004 Posts: 3572 Location: Jersey Baby!
Posted: 10-28-04 19:31pm
Im keeping you and your family in my
prayers**
<3
gaby
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pitterpatter
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Joined: 15 Aug 2004 Posts: 619 Location: United States
Posted: 10-28-04 21:40pm
Heather, I kow how you feel. I lost my
grandpa last year on christmas day. He
died from pancreatic cancer and it was
also very hard to see him go through. I
hope you have a better outcome with your
grandma. I can also understand the
family tie connection you have with your
grandma. I have that same exact
connection with mine. I don't know what
I would do if she ever passed away.
She's our family's rock and she also
helped raise me. I have fond memeories
of her and she is the one who can make any
situation better in our family. I
totally know how you feel cause if I ever
lost her I would feel so sad and torn
apart. I wish you and your family the
best of luck sweetie! God bless and I
will pray for you tonight.
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jessamyn
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Posted: 10-28-04 23:43pm
Heather your back atleast online! your grnadmas
better off than mine she had like a 9 %
chance of making it then they were gunna
do this surgery then didnt because 4
doctors said she would not make it...
Then they gave her like that day and she
would be gone... My mom called paul and I
that morning at like 8 am and was like
come quick and come now... She passed
away at 3...
See her as much as you can but dont cry in
front of her... Just talk to her and keep
her spirits up
if you come to cali you have to come see
me
hawaii will be fun but it rains
alot...
Do you live with mitch's family?
Muah
just tell her you love her!
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nippz
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Posted: 10-29-04 22:22pm
Heather how are you doing now?
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Heathergirl
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Joined: 11 Oct 2004 Posts: 719 Location: Michigan
Posted: 10-31-04 20:27pm
Hi girls!!!!!!
I miss ya'll! I usually find
a computer every few days or so, lol.
I'm doing ok, and I just wanted to tell
all ya'll with your own stories that i'm
sorry for your losses and thanks so much
for your concern/support. It means a
ton! And i'm still in ohio and I miss my
bf so much, I can't stand it. It's been
a week today. My grandma did really bad
yesterday, but she is doin better now.
And jessa, we have our own apartment, but
we were visiting his parents last weekend.
: ) are ya'll doin ok? How is
everyone? Anything new goin on? Miss
ya!
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jessamyn
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Joined: 18 Aug 2004 Posts: 4107 Location: San Diego, CA
thanks for your
support......I appreciate it. It's weird
how things change over night...My mammaw
is only 62, and the strongest person I
know.....She gets down on her hands and
knees and scrubs the floor every day...And
now to see her like she is.....It's rough.
And i'm sorry to hear about your own
grandma....
well, right now
i'm in ohio.....And I still don't know
about the pregnancy thing......I'm feeling
better, but about once a day I still feel
sick for an hour or two, and then it
passes. And i'm getting hot flashes so
bad....Maybe i'm menopausel.....Lol well
i'm goin to get off here ladies. Bye
