Hi Guys,
I've been reading this forum for a few years now but I never signed up.. I've checked in every few months and read, re-read and re-read again the pages that I've missed! Jen, Coast, coheed, ericr, x2, gettingthere(?) etc. I feel like I almost know you all at this stage! Well that's a lie - but you know what I mean!!
So why have I logged in now?! I wanted to respond to a few things I suppose:
1) Another Irish person logged in! I'm Irish btw!
2) "Someone" suggested that perhaps guys were putting there head in the sand. I had to reply to that one. It's true to a certain degree I reckon - but you know how guys are. We don't read maps unless we can avoid it and we certainly don't ask for directions! Well, maybe that's just me?! Also - yeh there is an element of let's grin and bear it!!
3) You guys were talking about scoliosis in the back etc. I have back problems which I picked up playing tennis (badly) in my late teens. But I remember, when all this started for me, thinking that the back could be playing a part? I used to try and sit up straight in my chair and see how I felt. Tired was usually the answer! Well, I can't remember how I got on but I forgot about the idea til you mentioned it there. Could slouching be putting pressure on certain organs? Well I doubt it but I like the way you're all thinking!
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4) At 2am last night I read Coast's last post about his girlfriend etc. and for whatever reason it sent me into tears! And I don't mean a single tear down the cheek crying. I mean little-girl-watching-4-weddings floods of tears! I'm a 25 year old guy!! Anyway, I can totally relate to all that stuff and have been in that boat. For the good and the bad. Reminded me too of my last uni exam. I was in my standard feeling mortified exam-mode. "Please stomach, do not make noise!" and then just when I was once again on the verge of panic - someone else's stomach made noise!! THE RELIEF! I was sooo happy as if someone had given me some kind of escape clause!! I always remember that!
Well, they're my reasons. I think it goes without saying that my symptoms are very similar to all of yours so I'm not going to go into it all. I would like to tell you a bit about me, for comparison really. I often wonder is there one trivial thing that we all have in common that is causing this whole thing?!
Anyway: I'm a 25 year old guy from Ireland. I'm (otherwise) healthy. I do a lot of fitness stuff (which I find helpful). Hmm.. what else? I got the symptoms when I was around 21 or so and still in college. Like some of you guys I was a heavy drinker but in the last few years I've barely drank at all and at this stage I can practically say I don't drink. Fillings - there's something I'm wondering about also. I have some fillings in my teeth - they say that the mouth/tongue is a barometer of health. I don't know whooo says that - but *someone* said it! What else??? I don't take medicine for anything. Ever. I've never tried any of the paragone-type things you guys speak of. I have a healthy diet and eat "junk" food every six months? No more. Hmmm.. From what I've read I realllly think the gluten-thing that someone (was it marre?) mentioned is a key. I'll post again at some point with my full reasoning but I'd love to hear from someone that has lead a totally gluten-free diet!
I don't know, I suppose I'll say well done to all of you guys for keeping this forum going! At this stage, I'm not so concerned with a cure - I think it's the anxiety of it that hurts me most. So if you guys know a good hypnotist - let me know!! Having said that though, I'm lucky enough as I'm finished with uni at last and no longer have to sit any more exams! In some ways, this whole thing can make you very disciplined - you do things once and right because you know you cant bear to be back! A driving test for example!! Anyway, I know we have it hard - but screw it - what can we do?! I'll be damned if I'm not going to live life to the full because of this.. I know - easier said than done. But everytime I get down/depressed - I hear about someone else that really *is* worse off than me. All I can say is that, thank God I have to read *this* thread and not another
So, best of luck everyone and take care,
A guy from Ireland
ps. Ireland will beat Wales this weekend in Croke Park!!