Wel my mock gcse exam started today, and as all of u guys wit this problem wud kno, I was absolutely petrified and shitting (scuse me) myself this morning! I realy wanted to jus be able to go into the exam hall n get thru it and try n get over my anxiety problem and use it as practice almost. But no, I cudnt bear to do it n got myself in a bit state, made a big fuss n spoke to my teacher agen who already knew bout it. She managed to get me into separate rooms on my own to do the exams which was great, but tomoro she wont be able to do that and il hav to sit in with everybody else! Im v v scared.. Also, one of my teachers husbands has actualy got this problem, and this teacher asked the head of biology at my school, who said he's heard of it and ther is a name for it! Sadly its a v complicated word which my teacher cudnt remember lol but im going to tlk to him myself and find out what it is! I dnt kno if any of u kno the specific name given to it but il post it on wen I find out.
Anyway im seein a hynotherapist tomoro, and they help with two main things: giving up smoking and irritable bowel syndrome. I kno we probably dnt hav irritable bowel syndrome but thats what our problem is associated wit right? All the bowel, stomach, intestinal area of our body and wind etc. So im gona see how that goes.
But if any of u hav exams, I find these things help with the noises and they quite embarassing some of them lol:
i wear like 3 pairs of cycling shorts, the ones with the padding round the bum lol, and one of my pairs has slight padding round the stomach area and they all pull up quite high to cover it, which actually stifle some of the noise!
I tuck flannels inside the shorts so they are tight around my tummy and to try and pad that area up so that not a lot of sound can get out. N I jus generaly wear lots of layers and a thick black coat which I feel realy protected in and it kinda helps!
Neway I wil probably be back on to write more later on this week feel free to message me back bout nething cos I kno it feels crap to feel alone with this! X