I had anxiety since I was in my twenties. I was on a medicine that helped me called doxepin. Its not a pregnancy safe medication so I had to go off of it and thought I would be ok just for those 9 months and then go back on it. Well, not long after I went off of it all came back. With my anxiety, its an allthe time thing. I feel nervous and have a really weird tense kind of feeling on the back of my neck and then I have the full blown attacks off and on for no apparent reason. I am seeing an ob/gyn and she put me on buspirone which so far isnt helping although I have only been on it for a week now and it can take up to 2 weeks to work completely. Anyway, we stopped trying to get pregnant for now until I (hopefully) get these anxiety symptoms under control. I was just wondering if anyone is in the same situation as me. Anxiety is such a horrible thing to live with. I actually get angry at "normal" people and then at myself for not being able to live a normal life. I feel like im going insane.