Ok guys - well in I guess august me and jason were having some problems .. And our then best friend eddie gave him some "advice" which was to hook up with another girl.. "because every guy should have his girl and a mistress" and "it would make him appreciate me more". So anyway, he kissed his sister (eddies). And yesterday during lunch he took me into the hallway and confessed and I cried andhe cried and he had this big apology and crap. So I forgave him, I wasnt mad just hurt. And I stilll am and he's not off the hook yet but im willing to take him back

so anyway, today we hung out at my house, and napped and cuddled together.. And wehad sex, but it wasnt like usual. It was almost like the first time again like the really romantic kind =) it was amazing. Anyway lol then we went into ridgewood(rich town next door) and went out to dinner and a movie and we just had a great night, everything was perfect.

So we decided to "start over" again, and forget the bad crap that has happened in the past 2 months and move on and get stronger, and I really feel its working. Everytime I kissed him today I got the "first kiss tingels" lol . Like the way you feel during a first kiss and it was just so amazing, I fell in love again! =)

just wanted to tell ya! Sorry it was so long!

<3
gaby