Okay last night I hade a dream that I was 6 and a half months and I went to the bathroom and wiped and I saw blood. So I called my doc, and she came to my house. Then she checked me and said that I was in labor. At first I was okay with it, and I said lets go to the hospital, and then she said that we didn't have time to make it to the hospital. I was a little scared but the doc was there so I figured that I would be okay. At that time she told my mom and sister that I was having my baby, and my momwas totally suprised. And then she told me that, that she had something to do, so she had to leave. And I don't know why but I didn't really freak out. I just figured that I had to do to the hospital. All of the sudden my brother show up, and I ask him to take me to the hospital, and he said that he couldn't. No one could. So I went outside and may car was gone. Then I basically thought that I was a lost cause. Then jon came and he couldn't take me either. So I decided to catch the bus while in labor to the hospital, since it is not that far. When I got off of the bus I was at the mall, which is some how conneceted to the hospital in my dream (in real life they are actually across the street from each other). Then I walked though the mall ,and went to the hospital. And no one would help me. I had to deliver him on my own and he didn't make it.


This has me really scared because lately I have been thinking that, I am going to deliver him early ,and that I won't make it to the hospital.