I am so depressed its not funny I am to the point I dont even want to go on living anymore coz of the depression. I went to my doctor and she was no help she's telling me that she dosent believe that people cant sleep and all but I dont sleep and I dont eat much and I just dont feel good either but she gave me zantacs for my stomach coz it hurts all the time and ambien to help me sleep but it keeps me up and I dont know what to do bout that either when she didnt believe me in the 1st place. My family and I are not getting along right now and I have no one to talk to or turn to and I feel like I am alone in this big world and I just want to die. I also am a cancer patient which dosent help but I do not do the normal therapies for it as I am into the alternative therapies for it. I know its not good on that either but dosent seem to be anything I can do about anything so I have just let things go as they will and I dont care what happens just hope that god will see fit to let me go soon it is too hard stayin and tryin to fight a loosing battle with everything. I am tired and just want to give up. Am tired of trying to fight and not get anywhere with any of it. It's just that much more depressing. I am by myself alot of the time as my hubby has to work so that makes it even rougher on me too much time to think and too much time on my hands as they say. I am doing my best to hang in there but I am bout done cant hang much longer. P lease tell me what I should do. thanks for taking time to read this and help if ya can.