All this time that I had found about sex people told me that yeah it was good and that it didn't hurt at all. So I had thought about it over and over again, until I actually had sex. It wasn't all that great and it really kills me to know that the guy I had sex with doesn't care! I had a misscarriage and I told him about it and then all he had to say was "oh". Now when I see him with another girl I want to get the curage to tell her what he has done to me and about 5 other girls, but I can't so what exactly should I do? Now I have found somebody new and he treats me a whole lot better but sometimes I think about my first true "puppy love" what is your advice?