Well I told my doc about the bleeding and she said it could be the start of my period and the patch isnt holding it all back or whatever because normally if I wasnt on b.C. I would have my period around now. So she said its just the start of it but to keep the patch on until sunday and then I should get it all together sunday night or monday morning. Now for the rest of my appointment, she said everything looks great and she said I healed wonderful down there lol. But now time for the pap test, that mother killed!!! I wanted to cry because it felt like they were tearin me open again. But she said since my cells were abnormal for both the pap and cloposcopy in the beginning of my pregnancy she is hoping my cells are back to normal but if not then I have some type of virus? I asked her what she meant and she said not a sexual virus or anything like that, so thats good lol that its not a sexual virus. So hopefully my cells are back to normal but I have a feeling that they are not. Im scared because of that because my mom has abnormal cells and had a cloposcopy and still came back abnormal and they did an ultrasound and found a tumor on one of her ovaries, but its not cancerous yet. But will be later on if she doesnt get a hysterectomy(sp?) so im praying I dont have that because I want one more baby!!! But other than that stuff everything is goin good.
~heather ryan and mackenzie