Hi
I have been told I have new adult seizures I am 37 years old and this nightmare has started as of last sunday of 9-26-04 have had three so far that I know of 2 while I was asleep waking up in the hospital was a very unsettling feeling the third happened during waking hours while trying to cook some soup the doctors have placed me on valproic acid 500 mg bid
trying to understand all that is happening and deal with the fact that my life has become as one would say not mine loss of driver license not supposed to go anywhere by myself much less do the simple thing of taking a bath alone I feel as im again a little kid im to see an nero this coming week and from all ive read about them a little apprehensive about seeing one but its like im in this big dark hole trying to dig myself out of the muck with my bare hand not to mention my job has now in there infinant wisdom has placed me on a leave of absence till such time they and the Dr. Deem I may return back to work safely so now another worry about trying to pay for the med and doctors sorry I do not meen to unload just so frustrating I dont know what to do or what is really happaning to me since alot I have read so far is above my head

james