I feel like i'm going crazy with this pain in my mouth, jaw, ear and temples, fevers, not being able to eat, and iflamation. I'm in the process of appointments with dentists, and mri's and cat scans, but in the mean while i'm left to suffer. I have delt with this for 3 years, but it has never been this bad. It has taken me this long to even get a doctor who has given me blood test and cat scans, but this same doctor is the one who refuses to give me meds. The only thing that helps is vicodin and muscle relaxers, and sometimes they don't even work. I'm suffering and sometimes I just want to remove all my teeth or fall off the face of the earth. Not literally, but the pain is driving me crazy. To top it off I talk on the phone for work, and that can only make things worse. I can't find a doctor who understands, and who will give me these meds. I understand the addictions and all that, but i'm in serious pain, and he thinks because I don't come in crying and throwing a tantrum, that the pain must not be that bad. What can I do, or say to him, so that he can understand. I am so f#*$&n frustrated, I just want to go see him and make his face hurt like mine. Maybe then, he will understand. I have dealt with nothing but bad doctors, unsympathetic to my situation. I have lost all faith in dentistry, and every visit is a nightmare. I just wanted to vent.