Ok maybe i'm a little exaggerating with the "loving it" i'll explain myself.
I'm pretty sure i've had epilepsy since I was 14, but my neurologist said it probably started even earlier. I've had seizures ranging from petit mal tonic, simple partial and grand mal. During a day I probably go through about 40 petit mal seizures. I can't drive, and I don't take any medication, although I was offered epilim. Why? Well the simple answer is in some seizures I hallucinate, not badly. I don't see things that aren't there (most of the time). The things I see are all in their correct places, they merely look like the whole area has moved across the globe. Confused? Bare in mind I have a rare case of epilepsy.
You know when your dreaming and you might be at your old high school? You can obviously identify it as your high school but there is something not so normal about it? Well this is what I see when i'm conscious. It will happen at least twice a week without fail. And I love it. If I lost this type of seizure I wouldn't be myself. As for the tonic and grad mal well they don't seem that serious. I've only had one grad mal and I was in the shower and I managed to pull myself out of the seizure because my brain started gaining consciousness before I stopped shaking. I wasn't hurt surprisingly, the only down side is I don't know how long it went for.
I have never had a completely unconscious seizure apart from that. Most other seizures involve a dream-like state which I find quite pleasing. So i'm not willing to change unless it gets worse.
What I wanted to know is does anyone else have seizures like mine. The neurologist said it's very very rare.
I only got diagnosed this year, I wish they found out sooner coz I failed high-school
my causes are unknown but during my research I found out that epilepsy can be linked with injuries as a child (a fell head first down 3 meters onto rock), and kidney problems (i have an abnormal kidney).