Im sorry girl...Have u chcked into invetro fertilization? A surragate mother? Adoption? Have u went to a fertility specialist to see if ur fertile or whatnot? Im sorry girl, miss tlaking to you at work~

Well, im not married, and im not infertile, but I cant really ask the bf to get checked out...Hes got too big of an ego, lol. We are not "actively" ttc, but we havent used *any* protection in over a year and he *never* pulls out, so what!! He knows I wish I had a baby, but he really dosnt know just how much I am dying to be pg. Maybe someppl mugh think its wrong, that I dont openly tell him excactly how I feel, but to be honest, I dont even care if he sticks around if I get pg. I mean, ofcorse I want him to, but I think I want his baby more than I even want him, if that makes any sense. After all, im 25 years old, im not gettin any younger! Thanx 4 listening, girls..
And yea, jordan, I miss talkin to u on the computer!!! But I dont miss work!! Lol

Well id lay down the law and tell him to get checked out! So whats new?

Not much is new...I'm becoming a certified bum! Lol, I work 5 nights a week at the bar, and just chill during the day. Catching up on allt he day-time tv I missed for so long. Maury rules!!!

Me and kevin had unprotected sex for a year before I ended up pregnant... He only pulled out once in a great while. Sometimes it just takes a long time. I thought that either me or kevin had a fertility problem. I took birthcontrol pills for a couple months (lol but I never could remember them so I was always missing pills) and then I stopped taking them, and bam, I was pregnant. I think they make you extra fertile. I dont know if I would have brooklyn right now if I never took birthcontrol.

I'm sorry huni. I hope things start to look up for you. Depression is such a rough thing for a person to deal with. I'm sorry.

Hope you feel better

~jennifer~