I had a total hysterectomy in march of 2003. I had had three previous surgeries, one being a fibroid uterine embolization, but the fibroids came back. The fibroid was so big it showed on an x-ray because I was having severe back pain. I am suffering now from depression, anxiety, and having difficulty concentrating. I am on natural hrt theapy, on tri-est and a natural progesterone creme. Has any one else experienced the same? I have no libido, and feel at a loss. I would like to chat with women who have experienced the same.