Tweetiedee 2003, may I ask who is judging you on this forum. I read through the posts and may have missed something but I did not find a post that was insulting. Please let me know who you feel made you feel this way.
I was diagnosed 5 years ago with bi-polar disorder. Since that time I also have suffered a severe back injury. Just two weeks ago had major surgery, part of my colon removed.
I wanted to apply for disability, but I lost my daughter July 4th, 2008. In her last will and testament she gave me full guardianship of my grandson. I sincerely was worried to bring up the fact that I did suffer from this illness because the last thing I wanted to do was lose getting full guardianship of my grandson. He is the glue that keeps me together.
In Michigan it is difficult to get disablity, you need so much proof, first of all that you are unable to work or hold down a job, of course paperwork from you psychiatrists, I have not seen one for over 4 years. My current medications work really well, so I only see my internist and he writes all my prescriptions. I do have medical proof of my back injury, the MRI reports, and of course the surgery I just have had.
I recently read on my yearly report from the government that I do not have enough work past to cover disablity payments. I dont understand because many young people who have this diablity have not paid ssa or ssi taxes. This is not to say that they dont deserve them. I wish I could get benefits because along with my health issues and my mental disability it would make life so much easier. If anyone can give me information I would appreciate it. I am not worried now that stating I am bi-polar will affect my guardianship of my grandson. It is not something they consider. At the time we were worried the non-existant father would come forward just so he could collect the small amount of ssa my grandson gets as survivor benefits.
Wish all the best of luck to all of you.