Does Anyone Else Have This Problem? Posted: 09-19-04 13:12pm
Ok.. I have noticed lately that I have
become kind of numb. You all may have
picked up that I am not very um.. Lustful
or to put it bluntly, my libido is like
gone. At least compared to you all!
:p plus when it
comes to things like vacations and stuff
that normally people would be excited
about and jumpy.. I really don't care.
I get no excitement from it and sometimes
it angers me off more than it excites me.
I have low to no tolerance of my plans
being ruined and not getting things done
when I am ready to get them done. It
angers me off major when people think that
my time is of no concern and they can butt
in whenever or they leave out a very
important detail and then expect me to
just deal. It's hard to explain what I
mean by that. I also have a very low
level of tolerance for other people's
incompetence because it affects my plans,
and when I mean incompetence, I mean
people who are hired to do a job, cannot
do it in an efficient and timely manner
and when something goes wrong with the car
and people just go "haha.. Looks like
your stuck".. It angers me off sooooooo
bad. Same thing with technology, because
I don't know if anyone else holds this
opinion or not but to me, computers are
slaves to do what we want when we want and
they should be able to follow a simple
command on demand, and another opinion of
mine is that banks and any other very
important public service such as medical
care and even post offices have no
bussiness being closed.. Ever! Does
anyone else feel the same way? Anyone
ever seen larry the cable guy? Well he
is always saying "get ir done" and I don't
know if I have said this before but that
is sometimes my motto in life and I don't
appreciate it when I can't meet my goal
because of imcompetence. Anyway back to
the numbness. I absolutely hate
christmas and any ocassion that I get
presents because what is expected when you
get a present? A reaction.. An excited
one at that.. Obviously since I am numb I
do not have that so I have to act all the
time and it's annoying. It's not that I
don't appreciate it, i'm just numb and I
don't understand why. When something bad
happens that people would get mad over,
sometimes I have to mull over the umm..
Badness of it in my head before I get
pissed and same way with sad things.
Does anyone feel like this or know what
this is from.. If you didn't know, I an
on depo and I have hypothyroidism if that
helps any. I know you can't diagnose
over the internet but I figured i'd give
it a shot since this is the most active
forum on here.
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Michelle1337
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 04 Aug 2004 Posts: 1739 Location: Houston, Texas
Posted: 09-19-04 13:39pm
Get 'er done!!!!!!! Lol - I love larry
the cable guy.
But anyway, I know exactly how you feel.
I too hate christmas, and other such
events where you get presents because I
dont get very excited over things. And
if I dont then I feel bad, so I have to
act. It pretty much sux. I'm actually
practicing being excited for my baby
shower, because I gonna have to open lots
of stuff and I am so bad at being excited
that I dont wanna disspoint anyone lol.
I dont know why this is, so I cant
diagnose you or anything. But I thought
i'd let you know we're in the same boat.
Oh yes, I totally agree about the public
service thing. I hate it that the bank
is always closed when I need to get money.
It really angers me off.
But yeah, I dunno what to tell you....
Get 'er done!!!
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bd1012
Extremely EHEALTHy
Joined: 31 May 2004 Posts: 1998
Posted: 09-19-04 13:43pm
Lol.. That's cool that I am not alone.
I should go to a neurologist and have me
checked out for any nerve disorders
because I have quite a few symptoms of one
that may be the cause of this but it's
just like pulling teeth to get it done and
if I knew how to drive and the logistics
of doing it then I would do it myself
since it'll never get done if I depend on
other people.
Joined: 12 Mar 2004 Posts: 2236 Location: ***Wisconsin Baby***
Posted: 09-19-04 16:40pm
You know what if we all went to get
checked out what was if all of us like in
our heads....Not one of us would come back
completely normal...They are so many
things out there..Or things that bother
us....That shouldnt...If you can find a
way to deal with your problem...I wouldnt
worry about it too much.