Ok.. I have noticed lately that I have become kind of numb. You all may have picked up that I am not very um.. Lustful or to put it bluntly, my libido is like gone. At least compared to you all! :p plus when it comes to things like vacations and stuff that normally people would be excited about and jumpy.. I really don't care. I get no excitement from it and sometimes it angers me off more than it excites me. I have low to no tolerance of my plans being ruined and not getting things done when I am ready to get them done. It angers me off major when people think that my time is of no concern and they can butt in whenever or they leave out a very important detail and then expect me to just deal. It's hard to explain what I mean by that. I also have a very low level of tolerance for other people's incompetence because it affects my plans, and when I mean incompetence, I mean people who are hired to do a job, cannot do it in an efficient and timely manner and when something goes wrong with the car and people just go "haha.. Looks like your stuck".. It angers me off sooooooo bad. Same thing with technology, because I don't know if anyone else holds this opinion or not but to me, computers are slaves to do what we want when we want and they should be able to follow a simple command on demand, and another opinion of mine is that banks and any other very important public service such as medical care and even post offices have no bussiness being closed.. Ever! Does anyone else feel the same way? Anyone ever seen larry the cable guy? Well he is always saying "get ir done" and I don't know if I have said this before but that is sometimes my motto in life and I don't appreciate it when I can't meet my goal because of imcompetence. Anyway back to the numbness. I absolutely hate christmas and any ocassion that I get presents because what is expected when you get a present? A reaction.. An excited one at that.. Obviously since I am numb I do not have that so I have to act all the time and it's annoying. It's not that I don't appreciate it, i'm just numb and I don't understand why. When something bad happens that people would get mad over, sometimes I have to mull over the umm.. Badness of it in my head before I get pissed and same way with sad things. Does anyone feel like this or know what this is from.. If you didn't know, I an on depo and I have hypothyroidism if that helps any. I know you can't diagnose over the internet but I figured i'd give it a shot since this is the most active forum on here.