Well, I got back from oklahoma around 4 today, and I still wish I would've stayed. I was crying for the first hour after I left.

The funeral was good, except they messed up on a lot of things and krystal wasn't too happy about it...But why would she be? It was just a very emotional day. We each put a scoop of dirt over his casket (when the concrete top was on) and that meant a lot to everyone.

And well...I'm now considering moving up there in dec of this year or july of next year...And michale doesn't want to join me...So I don't know. These past 48 hours have changed my life more than I could've ever imagined.