I got my period on tuesday night

I feel so betrayed by my own body.
I think i'm going to take a break because i'm not really in the mood any more to have sex let alone think about it. I am honestly so heart broken I just couldn't go through with not being pregnant again, after three times I think thats enough.I dont understand whats wrong with me? Lots of girls get pregnant the first time and they arent even trying.I don't understand how my own body could do this to me after knowing how bad I wanted this baby

I just dont know? I have been praying so hard and for so long I just dont have the energy to do it again. I'm going to wait awile. Sorry. I know alot of you were excited like jess and nikki but I guess its just not for me to be a mommy. Thanks to all of you for your prayers and support. Congrads to all the new mommys and I hope everyones doing well.
Luv lee