I'm about to go to bed! Man. I am in such pain! I feel horrible. I think I have like the summer flu. I could cry right now I hurt so bad. But, I wanted to let you all know. Lauren (remember the one who told me she needed "time") called me tonight. Kaitlyn's birthday is tomorrow. And she wanted to tell me to make sure I tell katy happy birthday for her and stuff and we talked for a couple minutes and she was like i'm going to call you for your birthday too. I was nice, but I wanted to say f*ck you! I mean, she can't be my friend and caca, but...... Gosh. I dunno. I'm sick and I was happy when she called. I thought maybe things were cool. And then.... Whatever. I dunno why I even made this post. I feel terrible
love,
chanda