Kenny is talking to his boss about renting a place. His boss' dad is trying to rent out the place where his mom used to live before she passed away and after kenny's boss talks to his dad about it, kenny is moving in and ethan and I are gonna be moving in with him. We've been talking about it for a while, but yesterday night we had a long talk about it and we also had a conversation about marriage. You know how you hear people talking about how when they first met the person they were supposed to marry....They just knew, like they could feel it. Kenny and I talked about that last night and surprisingly....He was the one who started the conversation about it. He told me that he's always had feelings for me since the day we met, but given the circumstances and the timing of when we met...We never got the chance to be together. We hung out a few times with friends, but it was nothing more than that. The day that I met him I started having feelings for him. I don't know what it was. I remember in the past I thought that some of my boyfriends I was with I would end up marrying, but with kenny it's different. We also talked about having kids last night. We were kidding around about it at first and I was like, "yeah, maybe a couple years down the road." and kenny says, "why wait a couple years?" and I was like, "i dunno, I figured you'd want to wait that long. Why? When do you want to have kids?" and he said, "right after we get married." so I guess that means he's going to ask me to marry him before a "couple years". The good thing about this relationship is I didn't go looking for it...Kenny came to me. I can tell he's sincere...Just the way he talks about things and the way he gets emotional when he's talking about us. I can just tell. I think it helps that we had a friendship before our relationship. It makes us a lot closer.


Crystal