Hi annaleelobes and anyone reading,
i have been on topomax for a tad over one year now. After 12 years of horrible migraine/cluster (call 'em what you like) headaches, I was extremely hopeful. Nothing worked for me before this: the triptans did nothing except cause cardiac issues, pain killers took the edge off just so that I could fake making it to drive kids to and fro and semi-function,though always in pain, any of the others did not work. Topomax was offered and I accepted. As I sit here typing this, I feel as though I am nearly dead, not just mentally but physically as well. I had to titrate up to 200mg a day for the med. To help and with that...Eat? I was not big at the start and I am now a skeleton. The thing is, i, like the rest of you who are here, was so happy at life with a 20-30 day period of no headaches that I failed to see me. People would run into me and their mouths would fly open and the words "you are soooooo thin..." and I didn't see it. True that a size 0 was falling off of me and I no longer looked at recipes or knew what to buy for food, eat? I caution all of you to be careful . My family failed to hear me, failed to see me. I am very afraid of what I have lost. Mentally it has been weird, but that you can regain. It is the physical that you need to be very aware of. My heart does not seem to be beating normally. Things took so long because of the mental haze! I am afraid I have lost too much. Oh, I also lost friendships because of the strange things that I apparently said on this stuff..Boy that helped me isolate and fade into the sunset! I haven't a clue what to do at this point. I only know that I have to get off this heavy duty drug. Can't live with my headaches, can't live with topomax. There has to be something else. Just has to be. This in one heavy duty anti-seizure medication. Whole brain. Think about that one. Hard to think when you are in the haze of the moment.
I would love to hear back from other longtime users..Topomax that is. Also, forgot to mention hair..What hair! Loosing that too. Just like the digital camera, and the....Careful when you first start because you manage to lose things. Forgive any spelling errors. Topomax will steal your ability to spell and then to care whether it is right or not. Sorry, I do not mean to sound so doom and gloom but this is one serious drug and you need to really be watched by someone other than yourself. I did not have that other person.
The best to all
| annaleelobes wrote: |
hi shelia,
i just read your post. You didn't mention any weight loss in the month and half that you have been taking topomax. Have you noticed any weight loss yet? I'm on this site investigating the weight loss aspect of this drug.
Thank you,
annaleelobes |